Merry ChristMas!

Has always loved the environment and musics during Christmas. Feels so warm and lovely.

How I wish I could celebrate it one day, A day where I could feel the warmness of the celebration deep inside my heart!

Just would like to wish the WORLD A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR! May we together brings wonders to the world and be grateful of what we have and what we have accomplished. Let us all make the world a BETTER PLACE! 

Thoughts

I am a piece of wood, life is like a sand paper, challenges is the force that pushes the sand paper to rub against me until I am smooth and nice in texture hence valuable! :)

Schedule

I have not been discipline enough since a few months or years ago... I always plan a schedule for myself and never follow it.. Damn... Is there anyone out there that can help discipline myself?

I think I am going crazy soon. I want to be discipline but unfortunately so hard la.. Do I need to join uniform body only can be discipline? How can it be so impossible?

-Help needed- HELP!!!! HELP!!!! HELPPPPP!

Appreciative

I realize that people nowadays or perhaps human in nature including me never appreciate what we have around us. We always see what others have or we take for granted what is with us. This is so called the human nature. People always says that we will only appreciate something simply when we lost it, and by that time usually we are unable to get it back.

All realize the fact of the statement and I am sure many people experience it before, however many does not learn from the mistake and of course I am not excluded. So the question is, when and how can we start to appreciate what we own and not always wanting what others have and neglecting what we have?

I am trying and still trying but for me, it is not really successful. Sometimes I blame myself for wanting too much but on the other hand I sometimes blame my environment. Luckily so, I am not greedy hence it will not eat me up yet.

My advice for all is, not easy but at least try to appreciate what we have and never demand too much from others. Just make the best out of what we have, do it better. If the things is really that bad, placed on others is also not good, basically it is a parasite, then anyone should throw it away, but if it is just maybe not as good as others may have, but you can survive with it, and perhaps that makes you what you are today, stop complaining.

-That is my thought of the day-

Festival celebration

Today is mid autumn festival, just like other festival, it is a celebration together with families, relatives and friends. A celebration where it should be filled with togetherness and happiness thou everyday should be together and happy, just it is a different feeling when celebrating festivals together with love ones.

However for me, as I noticed, just like other days and festival, I do not celebrate all these festival together with family members. No such celebration has ever occurred or at least in my memory, my family does not celebrate all these. And I feel the emptiness now.

Indeed if these are mentioned to others, they will say, well you can start it off first, to start with celebrating it. Indeed they are right in one way, however, if they are in my shoe, they will understand the task is quite impossible.

It is another boring day in my life!! :(

P/S: Trying hard day by day to be happy and positive.

HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL TO ALL!

Measurement of Success

If success is measured by material in terms of money accumulated, property or any material items, what if all is lost in a glance? How then success can be measured? Can material gain be passed on to generations? Success measured by material gains is as vulnerable as an ice cube in room temperature. It can disappear in a minimum amount of time can may not be able to return to sight.

For me, I feel that knowledge brings success. And knowledge will not loss in a glance unless due to health problems or end of a life.. However, knowledge achieved can be passed on to generations regardless of origin. That is the power of knowledge and success of a person who is able to gain the knowledge and share it!

_Just a Thought_

好久不见

很久没在这里写东西了。。现在想写一些。。但不懂要写什么！

我以开新工有一个半月了，听到很多故事。。但很多也是各人感觉到得以些看法，真或假也不能确定。。

但对我来讲，每个人有自己的想法，有自己的感觉，每个人经过的事都会不一样所以没有对于错！

给我来讲，我之能听，不可以给什么反应。。还每到那个阶段，我无法明白她们感受的一切！

每个人在同样的地方，同样的时间，同洋的事情也会有不同的反应。。我现在还是听而没自己体验，那可以分析呢？

我本生是觉得，每个的方都会有不顺的事，是你如何去看每件事而已。。如果用好的方面，事情或许没那么复杂，如果用坏的方面去分析，简单也会变复杂！

人生本来就部简单，但我们可以选择怎样分析每件东西。。好或不好是自己怎样去看的！

希望每个人不要弄到自己的人生变更复杂，简简单单过生活会更开心！

开心的每一天，生活会变更美好！ :)

High Social Status Vs Lower Social Status

As I am sitting in a Food and Beverage Outlet, having my breakfast and studying, I notice that there are many people entering the outlet, and differs in terms of their social life, status in the society, queuing to purchase their meal. Then I noticed some who thinks that they are better in life and in "standard" then to speak or react (body language) in a bold way when communicating especially with the F&B staff. When seeing these, I suddenly feel the rush in adrenaline to actually step out and speak to them in front of their face one statement (unfortunately, I did not walk the talk), "we depend on each other to survive, no one is better than another as without them, you will not be served at all".

Yes, indeed. As i ponder, does anyone at all realize this fact when they tend to look down on people of lower education level or standard of living compare to them? Without these whom they categorize as not comparable to them, will the world be even? Without these doing all the work that the so called higher level people will not do, will these higher society people still be in their "perfect" world?

-----To be continued-----

* Lunch appointment* must run!
:P

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So, the question is, do these upper level people notice that we need to be co-exist? Without one another, the world will not be balanced. We just can't be all in the "perfect" world of theirs and we also can't all be in the lower society. Since we depend on each other to survive, why can't we just treat people with respect?

They may not be well-educated or may not be of high social standard, but they still strive to survive and work to support their life. But.. there are some who does not.. then these people do not deserve respect as they don not respect themselves.. whether they are of high or low social standard..

Hence, is there a rule that higher social level people deserve the right to look down on lower social lower people? For me, certainly NO.. no one deserves to be looked down, unless they looked down on themselves and never work hard to change their life...or too comfortable with their life and never thought of working hard... then only they deserve no respect.. However, we are never in a position to disrespect people especially if you do not actually knowing the person..(YES, indeed is hard when sometimes, first impression plays a vital role).

But just a simple request, just treat others the same way you wanted to be treated. No one can stay in a position or situation forever, those who are on the top may come down one day, those who are at the bottom may rise up one day. No one will ever know the future.. as long as we do our part.. TREAT PEOPLE AS WHAT YOU WANT OTHERS TO TREAT YOU!

FOCUS

People always ask me, what would you like to achieve in life? What is your goal? I have always unable to provide a clear answer. It is not because I do not have a plan but my plan is too vague. I don not even know which direction should I go in order to be in the industry where I would like to explore.

Now, I have decided to plan wisely. In order to focus, I need a plan, a clearer path and direction. I shall be involve myself in management or marketing and be in a corporate company to make my basic firm. If the opportunity for me to go pursue my dream comes along, I shall be able to take it and develop my future in it. If my opportunity does not come along at the time I wanted it to be, I still have a solid ground to advance from there rather than to start all over again.

Time is all that is important from now. After I have graduate, I must proceed to the next level and not always trying from the starting point. I must enhance my experience in a specific area even though I am to explore other field. I must ensure that I have a solid platform in order to be successful and have a more meaningful live rather than always be in he search.

And from here I can only be focus, be motivated and be clear of my own direction. Where I would not always wonder where I should go, which path I should follow and what I am doing? And this shall be it.

Ambiguous

Have you ever came across a situation where you need to be there as a platform for you to proceed to the next step? However, this platform seems to be vague once you step into it and was wondering whether did you make the right choice? But this is a compulsory step that you need to make given a Hobson's Choice in order to reach your destination.

I am now in such situation where I am provided with minimum guidelines and required to make the best out of it. After few days, I am still struggling and unsure of this decision made. Though it is hard and very hard indeed, I understand that this is what I need to go through as for now this is the only opportunity provided to me to be in the desired environment in the future, as such, not matter how hard the situation is, I need to stay on.

However, saying is easy, doing it is hard. I am getting very tired, tired of work everyday. I didn't once enjoy it. It is torturing. Just too much to bear. Can I stay on? I just hate ambiguity. How can an organization operate in such a way that there are no SOP? Will I be able to make things right?

Human Nature

Today while I was waiting for public transportation, saw an old lady waiting for bus as well. Then came a car arriving from a turning near the area where the old lady and I was waiting, suddenly the car stopped in front of the old lady, there were two ladies asking the old lady whether is she living at the area same as them as they recognize her hence decided to fetch her.

First, as I heard, I actually don't believe that they are so kind. But really, they intended to give her a lift back home. From this scenario, although there are culprits whom misuse the kindness of human being and causes mishaps and distrust among human, there are still existence of real kind people whose are offering help out of a genuine heart.

From this, I should say that even though we should always be cautious of people around us, sometimes, we should try to trust. However, despite saying so, I do have trust issues. Perhaps trusting people is not that easy but at least, I suggest that we act upon our own genuine heart. Whenever the generous hand has decided to be given, held out generously and never hope for any return.

At least by that, we can still instill kindness among human being and so from there be generated to building up level of genuine and sincere actions among citizens. One can't make much differences, but what if we start it and then it may trigger others to follow. One can't make differences but can make a difference.

With this I recall a quote I read before, If you say one person can't make a difference, imagine that you are in a dark room with a mosquito. Understand?
Differences can be made when one is willing to step out and make the first step!

Talent

People says everyone has their own talent and abilities. Everyone is unique in one way and another.. For many years since high school, I have been trying to explore this talent, the talent that lies beneath me, in my own unconscious mind and even though often sought, was never discovered.

Where is the said talent that exist in every living organism? Am I not part of the living organism named homosapien? I wished and hope and seek.. never found even a tiny little clue of where exactly is the location of this item called talent.

I failed in this hide and seek game of life between the conscious me and its counter part, the unconscious. Every year passes by and the question lies unanswered. Where and when will I be able to find the answer? Will the day arrive? Or shall I wait until the day I lie beneath the earth and reporting to my origin?