Have you ever came across a situation where you need to be there as a platform for you to proceed to the next step? However, this platform seems to be vague once you step into it and was wondering whether did you make the right choice? But this is a compulsory step that you need to make given a Hobson's Choice in order to reach your destination.
I am now in such situation where I am provided with minimum guidelines and required to make the best out of it. After few days, I am still struggling and unsure of this decision made. Though it is hard and very hard indeed, I understand that this is what I need to go through as for now this is the only opportunity provided to me to be in the desired environment in the future, as such, not matter how hard the situation is, I need to stay on.
However, saying is easy, doing it is hard. I am getting very tired, tired of work everyday. I didn't once enjoy it. It is torturing. Just too much to bear. Can I stay on? I just hate ambiguity. How can an organization operate in such a way that there are no SOP? Will I be able to make things right?
